What I Was Thinking When I Ran Into The Road

I wasn't thinking at all. I was too upset to have the right state of mind from my fight with George. I know I said I didn't care about Tom, but I started seeing his car come down the road. He was going really fast, and I don't know why he was speeding. I called his name over and over to get him to stop. He wouldn't, and I didn't understand, I'm sure he heard me. This was the man who I truly loved, and made me feel alive again. I knew I couldn't feel that ever again with George, as sad as it sounds. I changed my mind about wanting to leave without Tom, he was the love of my life. Every time I saw him, I knew he could be apart of my new life. I wanted to start a new life because it has gone to complete shambles. I needed a change, because I've been living the same life and I want adventure. I love partying and having fun, Tom contributes to that life so much because he likes doing the same. I was thinking all this and got so distracted until I ran into Tom's car. My life flashed before my eyes. The last thing I remember was blacking out..

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